silence...the emotional love...

pretending to be silent for me its tough coz i love to be silent which help me to be in myself to be in my world....the world in which i wanted to be.....which makes me happy.ever since i felt this is my ultimatum it has changed my views...to be more realistic which often is not acceptable much, but i need to b independent.being silent its makes me more attached n i can speak beyond words that leads to an emotional relation..........that is what silence is 4 me.......