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The Moment....

Each moment when you go deep inside you
You look into something
which keeps u cool and happy
There we reel up to the past
The Moment..

Each day gives you the happenings, The Time
which you are bound to live.
The next day it turns to be the memories
The Past....

Some moments strucks in you
which u never want to leave alike
u will take it through your life with you
The Memories...

The happiness that u had
will never come to u again
when it is lost from you ever
you hold it up with
The Fate..

The future is to be foreseen;
Anytime every time when plunged to darkness
The thrust u show, ur strength is your hope,
The Future...

Sitting alone in  a seashore looking away to the ocean
Its your insight take U to the other end
with a hope to touch your sight the other end.
The Hope...

The reality lies here;
the moment with your Past, your Memories which turned up to your Fate
Looking forward to your future, to your hope
You live today
And you Plan your Next Day;
The Present....

This song is too close to my heart.............

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
be my everything

Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything

Nothing more to say ..I am lost..

I had my slumber time....being with my dreams a day off to them....quite a long 6 hours sleep it made me fresh than a short 9 hour sleep.....had sumptuous dine with my dears....at times i feel a second takes a decade to pass n a year in a second...

How do i feel that....

its coz only that we think of time which takes its own time to leave...complicated????? yes it is..

its all mind power n calculations that twe calculate in ourselves...

Its all happening only coz we live with the past, foreseeing the future, leaving to live the present....

sleepless nights with emotions n spareless days with truck loads of people around....

I am lost in between.......i cant sketch out the real me out......

as everyone around, me too moving ahead with the face which everyone wants out with me....

am i totally lost????
No but need to fetch out the time to be ME....
To be the gal in me which I like the most...

a cell.................from here a life begins..

music .................life of nature

This depicts me.....The real me.....

The divinity...My hope..

The divinity....
The route of hope...
Is wat it symbolizes...

For wat have been it created upto...
By humans, the myths which we r revolved..
In which the human life holds on..

This is the symbol of hope
sanctity...
Relaxation to mind soul n body
is wat it means to us..
This is where we rest us...

this is where we choose to guide us...
the way we feel needs to get moved...
here we get the consent for our mind...
for our deeds..
We believe here is from we get the life..
we get the living...
we try to believe this is the soul in us...

is that the fact???
dont wanna be a controversial.....
i believe its from the thought process in our unconscious mind make us...
still we need to lay on someone...
Yes it is.....The soul behind our soul....
The spirit....
This is how i wish to see the spirit ,the soul in me...

Epilogue to chapter '24

When my sister called me to wish my bday....
all her gal gang asked for my bday treat....
i asked them all to come home the weekend
so cud ccelebrate the other day together...
sometime later they called me up n said
10 of them,they are coming home..
i was really thrilled...
after my 18th bday, im gonna celebrate with loads of people around...
was sitting in office thinking how to plan the day....
the menus in dine...etc....etc..

Feb 6th ,8.00 PM...

Saturday evening....8 gals with my sister....
they came....(anju,aru,achu,kingul,gayu,shahida,sajna and appu my sister....)
was really excited to c them all.....
they are my cute little sisters...more than that they are my friends...
sharing a common wavelength....
we had a blast together then...

Feb 7th...The Day...

sunday after delicious sadya....A nonveg sadya for them....
we went to calicut.....
focuz mall the destination...
went thru all the brands....
then to pizza corner ......
atlast to burst out we went to beach..

the vision ..the sun going deep into the ocean....
leaving behind darkness to my eyes atleast for a while..
to give the hope of a new morn.....
to the other corner of the world...
where i need to reach in my sight....
to be the dawn ...
for the life...

i realize the day gonna end..
few more hours can be with my sisters..
they gave me another memorable day...
then again back to my routine...
this is life.... nothing stand still.............
especially the happiness...
to be happy...keep the fonding memories still....
atleast u can be happy at heart....

My bday'2010....walked away....
leaving me good moments to cherish in life....
Here is my epilogue......
"completed Chapter '24...."
N there starts the script of my next chapter.....
The prologue......

Thank u my friends for making my day so special...

memorable week it was ....
can call it as my bday week....
Feb 3rd was the day i completed 24 years of my journey to death....
n according to mallu calender it was on Feb 7th...
anyways 365 days shortened to be a free bird...

even though that is the reality it was fun enjoying 'the day...
with gifts n wishes from my dears....

Feb 3rd...

12.00am
started my phone ringing n i was in my deepest dreamz
picked up the call....my frnd from pune
wished me happy bday...
dont remember exactly how much did i attended...half n hour or more
then i went back to my dreams....which i wanna finish it out by 6 am...

woke up at 6 am ...
went to temple....as usual on every bdays...
came to office then with amma made payasam cakes n choclates
it was then a bash
spreading all over my face full of sweetness 'externally..
the day splashed out..
in between wishes flowing to me technically.....
from my frnds deep rooted.....

the day went by without making my day so special by my most awaited moment....
even then it was a memoroble day of the bdays ive celebrated in a way around......
thank u my dear frnds
for making the day....
one of the most memorable bday....till date....