Memories.................till the date............

Memories...............

back to my college days..........always being a lastbencher in college with my four best friends drishya my partner in all crimes...........jemshi zumi n shamna..........babbling in between the class...gossiping...........in between the fun my hands used to be engaged in the first pages of the notebooks with ma favorite 0.7mm lead pencil..............but we however manage to answer the unexpected questions from the one who shouts with the topics to get our attention especially with us(now i know how hard is it to lecture a hour n how it irritates the one when the students babble....)

this one also came like a flowing river in between our English lecture(exactly don't remember... no it wont be in my second language classes as i rather sits there..............)

with the technicalities n the struggle for existence in mind.............the complexities in life its we the people(forefathers) made it complex for us.....creating all the possible barriers between two hearts.............n now it changed as the social pressure n continues generations to generations from the evolution to the civilizations and on n on.......................

may be the tension i had in those days about my future n my career made be draw this...............if it was something cool in ma mind then this wud not be like this with a hell of line rather than curves..........

but i feel cool now as im in ma way which i dreamt, may be coz of the tensions n insecurity i felt that day turned me to wat im today...........atleast in ma career...

past thoughts is wat a person today.......................