Saturday, November 15, 2014

Bday wishes to the most beautiful n sincere person I have met.......................

To the person who have seen me growing from a teen to a woman...
To the person who have been with me in spite of my ignorance...
To the person who have taught me the real spirituality...
To the person who have asked me to live my mind n heart....
To the person who have read my mind perfectly..............
To the person who have been with me as a good companion all these years....
To the person who have been there with full heart whenever i was in need.........
To the person who have never intruded to my comfort zones......
To the person whom i can depend upon at any time...
To the person who have always looked for my happiness...
To the person who always pray for my good health...
To the person who have never been angry to me...
To the person who have never fought with me..............
To the person who have understood the real me....

You came to my life like a gentle breeze...
You are one of the best thing happened in my life...
You have influenced me a lot with ur nature n thoughts....
You have showed me the meaning of unconditional love n friendship...

I would say that im lucky that i know you n having you as my best friend....
And Thank u for understanding me, knowing me n supporting me...

I wish you all the happiness in your life....
I wish you all the goodness in your life....


Happy Birthday my dear friend......





Friday, November 07, 2014

I feel ashamed of myself...

Today morning not as any other day it started...woke up brushed n had a cup of water n then I was going through the newspaper.... Which was not a part of my routine from last two years...when I looked back I really felt bad about myself that I have stopped reading newspaper...

From my teens I was very particular that I go through the paper in the morning and a half n hour news update in the television... But this habit of mine has dropped out of my routine completely from last two years...I can blame n find excuses on my job timings n other engagements but I can't justify those truly to myself...

Now i have all the newspaper apps in my mobile n i do get the daily updates n i used to go through the news too...But im not aware of anything in detail nowadays i do have a glance at the news but wont spend time to read the full content....nor spend time to watch a full news coverage which really feels me like a dumb....

I realized that i have missed out something essential in life by my way...But i am back...ready to know n analyze the outer world....When you find something you need to change n you try hard to achieve that...It will really mould you to a better person day by day...



Thursday, October 30, 2014

The best gift u can give to your loved ones...................

Time....
Which can never be retained nor taken back....once lost is ever lost...
Is the best thing u can give to ur loved ones....
Its just not only for your special occasions but to maintain  a good healthy relation ..
Its just ur time is valued more...

the use of mobile phones and internet is really helping to keep up good quality time with friends n family though virtually....
But though having its own pros n cons they pay way to build up unhealthy relations too...

Nowadays the family interact with each other when both  powers are shut n internet n phn is down...
Or else during long drives......
Even though they spend hours together in same house they rarely spent time together...
Even a days single dine together or at least during weekends if your job demands........
When you enjoy being in a house together turns to be a Home!!!

More than the materialistic gifts the time spent together will be remembered forever....The days we spent together enjoy together will remain in our hearts as the memories cherished forever....

Time....
Remains the best gift you can give to your loved ones...
Life is too short...enjoy each moment with your family friends and dear ones....
Live the life or else you have to regret on your lost life...Your Lost time!!!!!
Enjoy n Value your time!!!!

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

I had a dream.....

I had a dream...
the dream in which i've lived my life
the dream in which i've been loved the way i wanted to be
the dream which dressed me like a princess
the dream in which i felt i'm safe
the dream in which i was a queen...

The dawn of the day slipped from my hand
I was dropped into the beautiful world of a dream...
I thought it was real coz i felt i was living
I was mesmerized by the way i was treated
I felt like im living my dream for years...
n i do...

I dint realize the warmth i felt was the comfort of my blanket
I dint realize the throne i felt was the coziness of my bed...
I dint realize the happiness i felt was the comfort of my room..

The morning wake up call was an alarm
which alarmed me to be back to reality
When i woke up everything was just as usual
the way it has been the last night

It took few seconds for me to realize
that i was fooled by myself by a dream...
But even then i cherished my dream...
coz i felt i have lived my dream at least in my dreams

And the reality to achieve my dream
will always be a dream....



Tuesday, October 28, 2014

sybaritic soceity..............

Childhood today is technologically bounded....Kids do not want to play outdoor...they prefer indoor playstations videogames (though outdated) computer games n most updated mobile games i pads n tablets...even the newborn eyes on that....the techie brainies day by day updating the games n apps which addicts the kids n youngsters n now the older ones too..Its all coz of the user friendliness and  easy accessibility which made popular the diaspora of internet and technological advancement....
When asked for outdoor games the younger generations are lamented for their physical exertions rather been interested to get the feel psychologically and mentally....the brain functionaries are fine tuned to the radiations which will really create the way for mental block and other educational disorders....lack of concentration and visualizing ability and the most importantly the bliss of imagination reading the books are in the verge of extinction...every data is on your finger tips even the basic necessities need not be memorized...so friendly...the life seems to b too easy...is that true????
no never its just the hallucination that you are indulged in .....

earlier it was the clean oxygenated nature,then became chemically polluted and  now turned to a chemically polluted radiation chamber...yep the new definition can be imprinted to our mother earth....yes we live in the polluted world with chemicals n radiations....n the victims yes the human race who are the real culprits and the innocent animals and plants....they too have the same rights as we does to live their life...n we cage them showcase them to  more money and technology...

its my dream that the nature be restored to its purest form or else we have to regret for the death of a wonder called life....

Monday, May 14, 2012

First sight...

It was a happy week then, ma parents celebrating their 25th wedding anniversary, me n ma sister were hosting the show at home...relatives all around, his proposal came in a serious note.I was not at all serious then as any other proposal i wen it thru,even after they said they r coming to see me...it has to cover hell of obstacles both of ma family  n of myself like family job education n moreover the main villain the horoscope...

It was on Sunday May 16th,2010 the akshaythritheeya day (the day i pierced ma ears for a secondstud which marked the remembrance day for a lyf tym)he came to see me with his uncle n aunt in redcolour santro.I saw him thru ma window while he was getting down from the car f.I was ready with a salwarkameez attire it was a normal routine 4 me, someone coming to see me ,myself behind ma dad letting me questioned,and of a nervous personal talk session usually starting with job education interests etc etc n to b frank my strategy was to dominate the show whom i wanted to get eliminated off...here it was really a normal kind of a interview session no an argument btwn a mrkting professional n a hr professional...but the main shock or surprise was for my sister as his aunt who accompanied him was working in her college.....

My cousin who was there at home that day, asked my opinion abt the guyn i said,"we physically match n i thing the family too but i dont think so it will happen"he asked me why n i said i'm  not all serious abt marriage it is not at all a priority for me now...but he said firmly that this will be the knot for me n he won the bet... 

Even though i dint tuk it seriously hn it was the day officially we met each other for the first time...

Friday, May 11, 2012

Again after a year break....I am back

More than a year exactly but i have been scanning thru my words quite number of times....why dint i post anything then???? the finger points towads me n i am bound to answer too...

It was the year, i had gone thru the transition phase in my life..
upgraded to a wife to a loveliest man  ..daughter in law no daughter for ma loving parents n sister in law, again sister for the cutest girl in this world..

I donno how i have gone thru the changes,drastic realistic changes from the world of fantasy to the world of reality n responibility!!responsibilty of a new family heading to ma shoulders...

The day since i have finished my pg my parents have started searching for a suitable groom.(am i in the arms of the best suitable man???)registered the in many matrimonials both online n offline, i have been forced to be infront of  a quite number of parents n bachelors....(cant remember the exact no of tea cup n cashew nut packs...hehehhe)

Funny moments...n those days were the most confusing days of ma lyf to take a decision on ma future ma lyf ma lyf partner.the most important decision in anybodys lyf...left to me .. i was scared confused to ratify ma decison,which was totally laid to ma word.i donno how were the days dragging with ma thought process hope n expectations clubbed together...really had a bad tym then...with the facts n realities in front to compromise to adjust on ma views visions etc etc...at last i had to say ma word to him....to hari ma husband!!!!!!!!!!

Now i am happily married moved initially to trichy n now temporarily in chennai....One n half yrs of married lyf was a kind of hibernation period not for me as whole but for ma thoughts...there were many times i badly wanted to pen down or sketch my thoughts but i couldnt for any reason...

I was in a wrong assumption that i can write or sketch only when i am depressed or sad...but now i realised that i can when i am happy too...for the first time now i am writing wen i am relaxed...totally relaxed from all ma tensions...n u can feel it in ma words too..

Yes i am back..back again with a new attitude n new visions n insights in ma lyf....

Thursday, October 13, 2011

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Wednesday, June 02, 2010

The Moment....

Each moment when you go deep inside you
You look into something
which keeps u cool and happy
There we reel up to the past
The Moment..

Each day gives you the happenings, The Time
which you are bound to live.
The next day it turns to be the memories
The Past....

Some moments strucks in you
which u never want to leave alike
u will take it through your life with you
The Memories...

The happiness that u had
will never come to u again
when it is lost from you ever
you hold it up with
The Fate..

The future is to be foreseen;
Anytime every time when plunged to darkness
The thrust u show, ur strength is your hope,
The Future...

Sitting alone in  a seashore looking away to the ocean
Its your insight take U to the other end
with a hope to touch your sight the other end.
The Hope...

The reality lies here;
the moment with your Past, your Memories which turned up to your Fate
Looking forward to your future, to your hope
You live today
And you Plan your Next Day;
The Present....

Friday, May 28, 2010

This song is too close to my heart.............

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
be my everything

Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything