Friday, May 11, 2012

Again after a year break....I am back

More than a year exactly but i have been scanning thru my words quite number of times....why dint i post anything then???? the finger points towads me n i am bound to answer too...

It was the year, i had gone thru the transition phase in my life..
upgraded to a wife to a loveliest man  ..daughter in law no daughter for ma loving parents n sister in law, again sister for the cutest girl in this world..

I donno how i have gone thru the changes,drastic realistic changes from the world of fantasy to the world of reality n responibility!!responsibilty of a new family heading to ma shoulders...

The day since i have finished my pg my parents have started searching for a suitable groom.(am i in the arms of the best suitable man???)registered the in many matrimonials both online n offline, i have been forced to be infront of  a quite number of parents n bachelors....(cant remember the exact no of tea cup n cashew nut packs...hehehhe)

Funny moments...n those days were the most confusing days of ma lyf to take a decision on ma future ma lyf ma lyf partner.the most important decision in anybodys lyf...left to me .. i was scared confused to ratify ma decison,which was totally laid to ma word.i donno how were the days dragging with ma thought process hope n expectations clubbed together...really had a bad tym then...with the facts n realities in front to compromise to adjust on ma views visions etc etc...at last i had to say ma word to him....to hari ma husband!!!!!!!!!!

Now i am happily married moved initially to trichy n now temporarily in chennai....One n half yrs of married lyf was a kind of hibernation period not for me as whole but for ma thoughts...there were many times i badly wanted to pen down or sketch my thoughts but i couldnt for any reason...

I was in a wrong assumption that i can write or sketch only when i am depressed or sad...but now i realised that i can when i am happy too...for the first time now i am writing wen i am relaxed...totally relaxed from all ma tensions...n u can feel it in ma words too..

Yes i am back..back again with a new attitude n new visions n insights in ma lyf....

1 comment:

srithu2000 said...

hope you will continue writing without another hibernation......gracias....srithu moosad